| heres more poems i liked |
[13 Apr 2005|10:43pm] |
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It has finally come,
You have decided to say goodbye,
I have nothing to say,
I have nothing to feel,
There is nothing,
But darkness,
But fear,
Because after this moment,
I will be alone,
Without you,
After this moment,
I will be all alone.
The nights will be cold,
Without you,
The days will be cold,
Without you,
Only loneliness,
Only winter,
Will surround my life.
Without you,
I will live in winter,
I will live in misery,
Trying to find,
That someone special,
Someone like you.
Last goodbye,
Last minute to kiss,
Last minute to cry,
But now I am crying,
Yet you feel nothing,
You feel nothing at all,
Toward my tears,
Toward the love,
I gave to you,
What more do you want,
What more do you need from me?
Do you remember that moment,
When you loved me,
Do you remember,
That special nights,
Those happy times,
Do you remember anything,
When you were with me?
Last goodbye,
Last moment,
To remember of each other,
Last time to close my eyes,
Last time to open my eyes,
To see you there,
Then forever,
You will be gone,
Out of my eyes.
Heres a diffrent one:
Lying to myself
I told myself that,
I didn’t need you,
When you walked away.
I told myself,
That I could always find,
Someone new,
Better than you,
Sweeter than you,
Someone,
Who would love me,
More you did,
Who would take care,
Of me,
Who would be with me,
Forever.
I told myself,
Many things,
But when the night came,
I knew,
I could never made it,
Without you.
No matter what I do,
I just can’t,
Keep my mind,
From thinking about you.
No matter what I do,
I just can’t stop,
Thinking about you,
Your face,
Your eyes,
Your lips.
I touched you once,
And now,
I would have to remember,
Of you for the rest,
Of my life.
Why is there,
This emptiness,
In my heart?
Why is there,
This eagerness in my body,
To want to see you,
To want to touch you,
Feel you once again.
Where is there this feeling,
That I can live without you,
But when the lights go out,
I just hope,
And wish that,
You are near me.
I’m lying to myself,
I know it,
But I just can’t resist,
The thoughts of you,
I just can’t find,
The feelings that I have,
When you are near me.
Lying to myself,
Just to hide my pain,
But I know,
I can’t never make it,
Without you near m
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[13 Apr 2005|10:30pm] |
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Shut Up~Simple Plan (representing the Day of Silence) |
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I've been nostalgic alot lately, mainly becuase I've had alot of time to think today. Since it was the Day of Silence and I'm particiaptign, I haven't talked today. So that leaves alot of time to think. I found this poem on the intrernet and it really touched me.
Would you be mad at me if I tell you I love you?
Would you be mad at me for telling you this so late?
Now one way apart from each other,
What can I tell you to make you happy?
What can I tell myself to let go of yesterday?
All the dreams we set for us,
Tomorrow seemed as if it was only seconds away,
But it could ever be like that,
I looked into your eyes and found nothing in return,
Those happy times were nothing more but a sad memory,
Waiting to be let go any moment.
I saw the rain falling and I thought for a moment,
It was really over between us,
I was getting ready to let go of you,
Let go of all the beautiful times together,
What more could I tell you to make you stay?
I was out of words to tell you,
The love had faded so what more could be said but goodbye?
Right at this moment yesterday has passed by,
I can only turn around to look and hope that those memories of us,
Will flash by and bring a smile to my face,
Whatever sad memories we had together I hope they will die,
Die along with you and the passing seasons,
They would long dead dreams
~Broken Dreams~
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[10 Apr 2005|09:21pm] |
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~Rascal Flatts~ |
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This is my first update in awhile and it's gonna be a weird one. I just got done talking to my grandma about what she believes in and all that jazz. It's funny how often people can contradict themselves. I asked her if she believes in aliens. She said no. I asked her if bacteria are living organisms. She said yes. So I told her that they found bacteria on mars. That would make that mars bacteria an ALIEN wouldnt it???? Her response: I believe in the bible and it aint in the bible. So i told her yeah, its not in the bible but that just means theres nothing to say there are aliens and nothing to say there arent. I think that it's funny. then again, I was talkng to her aobut psychic powers and stuff like that to her a few weeks ago and she didnt believe in that (like my science teacher) but I changed her mind. Like i said though, i think its really funny. Everyone believes everything that science says, and they believe everything in the bible. But the bible says we were put here by god, science says we evolved. you can't believe in both of them, becuase they can never co-exist. they contradict one another. so you cant say you believe in darwis theory AND the first chapter of the bible, its just not possible. Does anyone else agree with me on this? So it all depends on what you go by. Science or religion? Thats one of the things that I would like to figure out one day
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| Finally |
[12 Jan 2005|09:26pm] |
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untitled ~Simple PLan~ |
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i can hate him. He gave me a reason. his best friend almost got into a fight (JUSTIN IF YOUR READING THIS THATS YOU!) the guy he opicked a fight with was gonna kick their asses tommmorrow. so i tried to call jesse and warn him, the prick hung up on me, then when i told his mom, she was laughing. so it didnt go very well. i was told jesse dont wanna talk to me, and I don't care. becuase i really honestly hate him now. and i'm glad too
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| Act One scene three, the final bout |
[03 Jan 2005|04:32pm] |
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Perfect World ~Simple Plan~ |
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He didn't do anything. Well he did. But all it was, was avoiding me all day. Oh well. I had come up with a really good comeback too. Damn. Well i made a quiz about myself, and the best score so far is 60. Guess that means I'm really hard to get to know. I've been hyper all day. Thats all that's happening today, no other news. In 12 days I'm mving to my moms again. Well later y'all
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| Another chapter in my life |
[02 Jan 2005|10:06pm] |
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Is that to much that I'm asking for? ~Avril~ |
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Well today started off nicely. Until a old friend from the past came and ruined it like and hour ago. Ronnie called and i Guess he was talking to my ex before. He had jsut found out we broke up, adn the nosy git asked jesse. He later called me (ronnie that is) and asked why i thought we broke up. I said becuase he didnt have time for a girlfried. He said 'thats not what jesse told me'. he refused to tell me what jesse said though. The only thing he would say was that it's a stupid reason. Then he knew that i had given jesse a cd for christmas. he said he listened to it for like 5 seconds. Then ronnie said he wasnt sure he should tell me what he said. I told him to, and I guess taht he said "he's going to throw it like a frisby next time he sees you and say 'so much for you hopes and dreams'". I don't understand whats goign on, jesse dosen't seem to be that type of person. But also like ronnie said, jesse has changed alot. He really dosen't seem like himself lately. Then again, neither am I. I don't go out anymore, play outside, or even read. I go on the computer and I watch tv. I don't even play video games as often as I used to. I just don't really feel like doing anything anymore. I mean the day before yesterday I was on the phone with my best friend crying for half an hour. Over nothing. I'm such a wreck. And everyday it just gets worse. Going to school tommorrow is going to be a drag. Well onto the rest of this god forseken day. Later
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| Happy New Years |
[31 Dec 2004|07:40pm] |
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Me Against the World ~Simple Plan~ |
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Hey Happy New Years! So far my eve sucks... my arms hurt so bad. My cousin went out to a party, even my little sisters leaving. I have no life. And my journal sucks too. My father has anger mangament issues. Go figure. Well have fun, be safe and peace out people!
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[30 Dec 2004|04:17pm] |
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Welcome to My Life ~Simple Plan~ |
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I haven't been on in awhile becuase I had forgotten my password, just cuz I'm dumb like that....yeah. So anyways me and my bf broke up like a month ago. Almost 2. So yeah. I still like him, and I've tried to talk to him but he keeps ignoring me, so I'm trying to get over it like I'm supposed to. Anyways hope everyone's christmas was good, mine was. My dog had 2 puppies so we got some new life around here. Nothing else to talk about other than me goin to a hockey game tonight. I get to watch college guys play! That's good... ^_^ later ppl!
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| This isin't the you I fell in love with, when will you really be you? |
[21 Oct 2004|10:53pm] |
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Welcome to my Life- Simple Plan |
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Well lately my boyfriend has been acting really weird. He won't tell me what's upsetting him. And he said that he dosen't really care about anything. So now thanks to him, I don't really care about anything. I would give almost anything just for him to be truely happy again...
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[26 Sep 2004|09:18pm] |
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So much for my Happy Ending~Avril Lavign |
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I wanna know how you can go from being so happy to being so sad. I had a great week with my boyfriend, and Friday was going great. That is, until my mom picked me up and basically accused me of having sex with my boyfriend. Nice, huh? Apparently she's pissed that I didn't tell her we were kissing, so she thinks we're doing other things too. She wanted to know if i needed to be put on birth control. So much for trusting me. Then I call my boyfriend today and he acted like he didn't even wanna talk to me. I know I'm being silly, and that he loves me bery much, but still. I feel unloved right now. Hopefully everyhting works out. I feel like every time I go to my mothers that I have to start over with my boyfriend from square one. I swear. And the wheel of life keeps spinning...
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[21 Sep 2004|09:23pm] |
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Addicted to you ~*~By Simple Plan~*~ |
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Today started off pretty crappy, but after spending a few hours with my boyfriend, I'm as happy as can be! It was so great, I love him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. I can't wait to see him tommorrow. I stole his hoodie, so perhaps I should make him come over and get it. ^_^ I swear I'm sleeping in it tonight...*the hoodie that is, lol* Me and him were cuddling all day...I'm so happy! I just know I'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight. Night all! ~*~
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| look and be jelouse!! |
[14 Sep 2004|10:28pm] |
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me and my b/f are soul mates!! |
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The Reason*Hoobastank |
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